Security measures

So I am at the airport right now, I got here very early and it was quite and nice. More people came and it was surprisingly not that difficult, I just needed to stop doubting myself. There was a strange noise earlier and I was feeling awkward and so was this other women. We started talking. She is a hairdresser and she lives on the east coast. She was traveling because her grandmother turned 100 and when she gets back she has prom, finals and graduation to deal with. Her 18 year old daughter is the cause. I got a lot more from her but I dont need to discuss it all.
The security checkpoints were nerve racking. I didn’t know what to do and I felt awkward and out of place. When I got done I was shaking because I was so nervous. By the way, im 19 today. It is my birthday, and this us my present to myself.
I just saw a very attractive man, and I hope I sit next to one. That would be nice.