Thoughts for today

Its that time of year again, Holidays right around every corner it seems like. Holidays are never the same once you lose someone, and its hard to fill the empty spots of the heart when they are no longer here. I still try to fathom that my grandfather is no longer here and that I … More Thoughts for today

Lost

Everyone has a different point of view, and not everyone can relate to what you say. Times are hard, and things are very frustrating. I thought everything was just about to settle, I just moved and settled in, I felt that I found my niche in life, I loved my job and felt excited to … More Lost

Motivation

Finding motivation is like looking for a needle in a haystack. It’s so hard for me, and not everyone understands that. It just seems like I am questioning too much or maybe I am just being lazy but, I don’t really feel like I am. Sometimes I look at a big project and just gasp … More Motivation

Sunshine and stuff

The weather was perfect; the wind blowing across the lake, causing gentle ripples that disturbed the peaceful waters. The sun was shining and the skies were blue. Out on the lake, it seemed so pristine. The waves glistened in the sunlight. Boats floated across my view from the hill. I sat between two trees with … More Sunshine and stuff

Again.

I can’t wait for days in the sun, driving with the windows down and listening to my music just a little louder. I can’t wait for the sunshine that makes me remember why I love the skies and the Earth. I feel like I can be a happier me in the summer time, but that … More Again.

Onward!

My cast iron tea pot represents new beginnings, beauty and love. The future is now, things I have only thought about when I was younger, have happened. It’s almost weird thinking about it, and I am ecstatic. I feel glad to be in this life and have all the things that I have. I definitely … More Onward!

Confusion

Have you ever had a dream where you couldn’t tell if it was really a dream or not? Those are the most complex ones. They feel like real life, meaning… something that happened in that dream could have happened the same way in real life. Something good or even bad. Whenever I experience these, they … More Confusion

2017

Okay, here we go again with New Year goals and such… Well I didn’t really make any because I never really accomplish them, so here’s what I’ve been doing. I’ve been trying to take care of my health, slowly. I’m doing yoga in the mornings, brushing my teeth, eating all that fun stuff. The one … More 2017

December

The end of the year is upon us and I am feeling as lazy as ever, but I don’t have an option to be lazy so I put off all my hobbies because I’m tired and I’m working most of the time. I’ll have some down time before Christmas, so that is nice but I … More December