Lost

Everyone has a different point of view, and not everyone can relate to what you say. Times are hard, and things are very frustrating. I thought everything was just about to settle, I just moved and settled in, I felt that I found my niche in life, I loved my job and felt excited to work each day. I felt happy and calm. I still do, don’t worry. Things just seemed like they were looking up, I felt stronger than I have before. It’s a wonderful feeling, honestly. I was looking forward to the future.

I stopped. Frozen in time for a few days, it felt like I was unable to think. It didn’t feel real, not this soon. I didn’t think this part of my life would end so soon. My store, Teavana, is closing. Teavana is a Starbucks company that I have worked for about, 2 1/2 years. I completely fell in love with everything about Teavana, their mission, vison, goal, and their teas! I never knew what tea was all about, but it changed my life. Teavana turned into my home, I barely stepped my foot in the door… I wanted to learn so much more about everything. I learned every day while working, and the people that I helped were the best. There were so many people who I connected with over tea, and often times, they become regulars and end up as friends. I love all the people I work/worked with! I’ve never worked with such caring people before. They were always a blast to work with and very easy to communicate with. I’m going to miss all the memories I made while working for Teavana. I feel that my time is cut too short with this brand and I will cherish my time left. The future is scary especially since I know I will run out of tea at some point..

I know that I am strong, I know that I will be okay. I just feel a little lost right now, so give me a break.  I’m going to be the best that I can be and drink as much tea as possible.