Tag: thoughts

  • Sleepless Tonight

    I stay up late on the weekends, I feel lonely all the time and I can’t help but think of myself as that person that doesn’t matter. I always notice how others touch other people but, I never get touched as much as I would like.  I stay up thinking about how many people would […]

  • The thoughts that cloud my mind and heart.

    The thoughts that cloud my mind and heart.

    I feel like I want to go off the clock. Everything is hard, my thoughts towards all my friends, like all the paranoia. “Are they really my friends?” “Why aren’t we hanging out?” Stuff like that. Other people tend to make my thoughts worsen because I get too attached and I idolize too much. This […]

  • Feelings

    I am going to delete my Twitter account. I don’t really use it. It’s boring and useless. On Tumblr, my friend was talking about herself in a bad light, and I know how that feels. Thanks to my passions, I have discovered myself and I am seriously… different. These are the words I told her, […]

  • Recent

    Hey, everyone. If anyone still reads. I’ve been absent for a while now. I am sorry. I have been coming and going from places that I have been too a lot. By places, I mean websites. It’s 12:47 AM right now, I finished watching a Korean movie. It was pretty good.  My 18th birthday is […]

  • Reasons

    Many people are telling me things like, “That’s dumb,” “What a stupid reason.” Stuff like that. Those are the reply’s I get when I explain why my ex-boyfriend and I are no longer together.  My mother, and my managers and some elders tell me that I am being mature about it.  I don’t really know. […]

  • Writer Probs

    I wish I didn’t have to sleep, so I could stay up and write all the time. Get all my ideas downs, and do research for all my amazing ideas. I wish I could just stay up all night and look up cool websites that can help my yearn for learning and writing. I can’t. […]

  • Tea

      Tea, I like tea.   I’m sitting here contemplating a few things.   First, I hate when my mother or anyone else swears at me, or about my stuff. However, with some people, I can tolerate it. Or I just accept it. When my mother says “Get your sh*t out of the way,” I […]

  • Question Two

      Write a letter to your 14-year-old self. Tomorrow, write a letter to yourself in 20 years.   Dear 14 year old self,   In the future, you will face a lot of hardships. Your heart will be broken but also healed. You will do things you never imagined and you will learn things you […]

  • Question One

    When was the last time you felt really, truly lonely? The last time that I felt truly lonely was when my ex boyfriend broke up with me. I know it can be counted as a ‘not so serious’ feeling, but it was for me. My ex boyfriend was my first, and at the time I […]

  • The night

    The navy night sky, and the silent grey clouds seemed endless. The clouds floated just as smoke dances in slow motion. The full moon, which was bright as snow, was shrouded in a tinted sea of grey. Against the sky, the clouds looked solid and thick, but once they float across the moon they are […]