Tag: scared

  • No Sense

    Hello readers, it feels like it has been a while since I have actually written anything. My new years goals/resolutions are going alright so far. I’ve been keeping up with my journal but I have been lacking in the saving department. I’m trying, my boyfriend kinda knocked some sense into my brain, if I really…

  • It was different, will it always be like this?

    So, yesterday, October 15, I slept at my friend Sam’s house. It was awesome, her dog loves me now, and I am so glad. She used to bark at me all the time and growl and just be, well Onyx (that’s her name). Then after that, we (Chris, her brother, Sam and I) all played Rock…

  • Not The Best

    Today wasn’t the best. It was okay at some parts, but overall, what a downer. It was great that I got to sleep in, and didn’t have to go to school til’ 11:25. That was amazing, my morning (at home) went great. I got to type stuff up and transfer stuff… But then, on my…

  • Mobile updates

    So, I’m at school on my cell phone updating. I have the android so I’m able to feel pretty awesome. Haha. So, my friend Holiday got her first boyfriend! I’m so happy for her, haha. She is freaking out about it though, do scared on what to do! It’s adorable. She asked me “do we…

  • My fear of Everything.

    I feel like I am afraid of everything. I'm afraid for my friends, life, people. I am afraid that my life could suddenly end, that my friends could disappear. That everything that I have ever known could just vanish. I am afraid of what lies in the unknown and unseen darkness of the world. I…