Relationships

In regards to relationships, you can not expect to get something, if you do not give anything. Does that make sense? Let me start from the beginning. Right now I am snuggled with my blanket against a wall. I’m super cozy and I know I can’t sleep because I slept all day. My mind is … More Relationships

Senses

Every sense in my body is for you. Every sense is used for you, and I cherish every bit of information I receive from my senses. My Sight I see you, here in front of me. I look at you, who is looking at me. Our eyes share a connection and no one else is … More Senses

60 is The High

Work was pretty busy due to the amazing weather that happened out of the blue. I got all of the items that I needed to get done, for only today. I have more for the rest of the week since in early April we have a huge (600-1000) order which includes bakery. I was really … More 60 is The High

Missing You

Its been a while since I wrote about missing someone, but since I dont like writing it physically and I always hope that specific person will read it, here I go. It started off with hearing my mother talk about my father, and I thought to myself, get over it. It wasn’t anything sad, she … More Missing You

Emotions

Last night was pretty emotional for me.  I realized that I’m not head over heels or anything like that.  I’m sad and lonely still,  and I wanted a night where I felt loved.  I didn’t get that and I cried.  I keep thinking,  what am I doing wrong.  He told me he didn’t want to … More Emotions

What I’ve done

It’s 1 am here. I was going to go to bed earlier, but I couldn’t. I don’t get a lot of sleep lately. Too many things on my mind, I guess. I’m going on a trip on the 17th I believe, and it’ll be fun-I hope. One week on a house boat in Minnesota! With … More What I’ve done

Run-Down

I went to the ISU Campus in Ames today, we had a trip to the library for our papers.  My paper is about the Health benefits of Yoga and why people should give it a good try. It’s a persuasive research paper. When I was looking at all the books I found, they were amazing … More Run-Down

Recently

I’ve been really neglecting my blog, haven’t I?  I’m sorry. It’s spring break. I’ve been doing Yoga, and hanging around my house when I am not working. I work all week, the nights. But yesterday, I worked a split shift, 7 – 1:30 then I had a dentist appointment and I got out at 3. … More Recently

Awkward

Such awkward feelings, between a lot of people. I don’t know how to explain it. I am talking to Nick again, it’s been a long time and it’s pretty refreshing. I missed his goofy ways. Along with talking to him, I have discovered that I am over him. I tried talking to my most recent … More Awkward