Future Ideas

I have been planning out my future ideas out. In my head, sometimes on paper, or even here or in a few emails to my friend in Idaho. Here, I am going to explain a few things about my love status and what happens and how I think about things. As many of my friends … More Future Ideas

All Open

As I wrote, I confessed on Monday to a guy that I work with, and since I share my life and deep feelings with the people who happen to virtually walk by, here is my mixed up and emotional story. I am 18, he is 23. He is nice, cute, funny, somewhat shy and I … More All Open

Dreams

A strange dream of mine is t9 meet a guy offline.  I wan to to get to know him and eventually fall in love with him over texting, instant messaging, skype, and all sorts of other ways. Eventually I wish to save up money and meet him, no matter how far away he is. I … More Dreams

Sickness

I have been sick since Monday, the 11th. I don’t know what I have, I just know it sucks.  At some point last week, I decided to try to get my ex back. It didn’t work at all. I tried, I could of probably tried harder, but I didn’t want to be a pain or … More Sickness

Oh, Life

It’s been a while since I uploaded a decent post. Not a lot has been going on, apart from being single now. I decided it, really. I told my boyfriend if he can’t deal with a relationship with all the other stuff going on, then let’s break up. Those are words that vary from my … More Oh, Life

Dear Boyfriend

Bryce, All my thoughts are occupied by one thing only, you. Your scent, touch, warmth, and kiss are all still fresh on my mind. I can handle not hearing your voice, seeing you, feeling you, holding you. It’s only for a little while anyway. The time we spend apart is made up with the time … More Dear Boyfriend

Question One

When was the last time you felt really, truly lonely? The last time that I felt truly lonely was when my ex boyfriend broke up with me. I know it can be counted as a ‘not so serious’ feeling, but it was for me. My ex boyfriend was my first, and at the time I … More Question One