The end of the year is upon us and I am feeling as lazy as ever, but I don't have an option to be lazy so I put off all my hobbies because I'm tired and I'm working most of the time. I'll have some down time before Christmas, so that is nice but I… Continue reading December
I hear whispers in my head all day and all night. They tell me the story of my life and how it has been going. They remind me of the memories that I locked away and have forgotten. It's all coming back to me right now, in this tranquil moment with the music that sings… Continue reading Whispers
Today is Saturday, at 2 AM this morning, I arrived at my friend's home and we talked about our night. I was so tired, though. I shut my eyes while she was talking and I spaced out and went into dream world. She realized this and told me to go to bed, so I did.… Continue reading Sub Sonic #2
The world was a pastel color. The brightness and happiness all dulled out by the alien apocalypse, and very few humans exist anymore. I am standing in the broken street, staring at the run down buildings and the dying trees. I am with my friend, and I can't remember her face. My dog is by… Continue reading Remember It
This feeling is repetitive.When the lights are out,and the world seems to be asleep.My mind likes to speak,when the stars are shining,or when the cloud cover is illuminated by the moon.My mind is working,when the body's attention is occupied.My thoughts are flowing,when the night sky looms closer.My midnight dreamsare made into realitywhen I resist the… Continue reading Midnight Dreams
When Painters Overstep the Canvas Borders. I thought I would share this, since this is amazing and creative and unbelievable. I would love to do this, but I am not very good at painting.
(Deviant art, late night journal update)I work full time and I am attempting to save money so I can get my own apartment. I feel like I am halfway over with my life and I am so disappointed at where I am at right now. I know I have a lot more time with me,… Continue reading Back in the Game on dA
I stay up late on the weekends, I feel lonely all the time and I can't help but think of myself as that person that doesn't matter. I always notice how others touch other people but, I never get touched as much as I would like. I stay up thinking about how many people would even… Continue reading Sleepless Tonight
I feel like I want to go off the clock. Everything is hard, my thoughts towards all my friends, like all the paranoia. “Are they really my friends?" “Why aren't we hanging out?" Stuff like that. Other people tend to make my thoughts worsen because I get too attached and I idolize too much. This… Continue reading The thoughts that cloud my mind and heart.
It's a Monday afternoon, and the sky is bright with whitish-grey clouds. The light from the sky is reflecting off the snow on the ground. I awoke at 7 A.M. this morning, glanced outside and relaxed back into my warm bed. The pains in my lower abdomen haven't worsened but they were still present. It… Continue reading At Home