Life

December

The end of the year is upon us and I am feeling as lazy as ever, but I don't have an option to be lazy so I put off all my hobbies because I'm tired and I'm working most of the time. I'll have some down time before Christmas, so that is nice but I… Continue reading December

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Life

Remember It

The world was a pastel color. The brightness and happiness all dulled out by the alien apocalypse, and very few humans exist anymore. I am standing in the broken street, staring at the run down buildings and the dying trees. I am with my friend, and I can't remember her face. My dog is by… Continue reading Remember It

Life

Midnight Dreams

This feeling is repetitive.When the lights are out,and the world seems to be asleep.My mind likes to speak,when the stars are shining,or when the cloud cover is illuminated by the moon.My mind is working,when the body's attention is occupied.My thoughts are flowing,when the night sky looms closer.My midnight dreamsare made into realitywhen I resist the… Continue reading Midnight Dreams

Life

Back in the Game on dA

(Deviant art, late night journal update)I work full time and I am attempting to save money so I can get my own apartment. I feel like I am halfway over with my life and I am so disappointed at where I am at right now. I know I have a lot more time with me,… Continue reading Back in the Game on dA

Life

Sleepless Tonight

I stay up late on the weekends, I feel lonely all the time and I can't help but think of myself as that person that doesn't matter. I always notice how others touch other people but, I never get touched as much as I would like. I stay up thinking about how many people would even… Continue reading Sleepless Tonight

Life

The thoughts that cloud my mind and heart.

I feel like I want to go off the clock. Everything is hard, my thoughts towards all my friends, like all the paranoia. “Are they really my friends?" “Why aren't we hanging out?" Stuff like that. Other people tend to make my thoughts worsen because I get too attached and I idolize too much. This… Continue reading The thoughts that cloud my mind and heart.

Life

At Home

It's a Monday afternoon, and the sky is bright with whitish-grey clouds. The light from the sky is reflecting off the snow on the ground. I awoke at 7 A.M. this morning, glanced outside and relaxed back into my warm bed. The pains in my lower abdomen haven't worsened but they were still present. It… Continue reading At Home