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  • December Never Ends: Chapter Five

      I arrived at the library around an hour after I left the station, people weren’t crowding the doors or cases of books like the one in my hometown. I head toward the computer to look up my grandmothers name, no searches found. “Excuse me.” I said, walking to a petite blond, who looks a […]

  • Online Shopping

    Online shopping and why it is bad… for me. You know how your usual day starts off right? You do your own things, and sometimes that’s getting on the computer and checking everything that is in your bookmarks bar on your Google Chrome browser. That’s what I do at least… I have the usual Facebook, […]

  • Too Much

    I ate too much! My stomach hurts. Or did I eat too fast? Couldn’t that be the problem too? It’s really cold in my room, I’m wrapped up in my blanket writing this, I have to take out the neighbors dog soon. She’s dying, it’s sad.  Anyway, I took out the bed frame under my […]

  • In This Life

    Maybe in this life,it’s too much to bear.I can’t ever be your wife,nor can I ever feel your stare. Your so far away now,there is nothing let here.And to our love, I take a bow,and no longer shall I shed a tear. I will look forward and onto new days,These lonely hours will pass me […]

  • It’s Very Strange

    These days seem to pass by real quick. I stay up late and sometimes wake up early.I feel like the days are all blending together lately, nothing is defining each, individual day. The same routine happens, sometimes. It’s either wake up early, take out neighbors dogs, or work. Then sit around on computer and browse and […]

  • Keep That Smile

    Keep That Smile

    Okay, so my father is bringing his woman in the house in less than 2 hours. It’s going to be different. Soon, I hope, mom and I can move out. I’ll eventually get to the point where I don’t care about anything that she is trying to do, she shouldn’t put up with anything like this. We need to start new, a new life. Mother and daughter, it’ll be fine. Since my mother stopped drinking, and since all this drama is happening, her and I have been getting closer. We’ll be fine on our own.

  • It was different, will it always be like this?

    So, yesterday, October 15, I slept at my friend Sam’s house. It was awesome, her dog loves me now, and I am so glad. She used to bark at me all the time and growl and just be, well Onyx (that’s her name). Then after that, we (Chris, her brother, Sam and I) all played Rock […]

  • Not The Best

    Today wasn’t the best. It was okay at some parts, but overall, what a downer. It was great that I got to sleep in, and didn’t have to go to school til’ 11:25. That was amazing, my morning (at home) went great. I got to type stuff up and transfer stuff… But then, on my […]

  • My mother and I

    I had a very long talk, well she did the talking, with my mother. I love her very much but she can be a pain. I stress her out a lot and I know that is bad. I am trying to change that. My father stresses her out, the past stresses her out, and she […]

  • I was happy, now to look forward to: I will be happy.

    I used to be the happiest when I was with my first love, but sadly we broke up a couple of weeks ago. I was so happy with him, no matter what. As long as I was with him, I was happy. I was sad when I was away from him. But now… I am […]