Tag: love

  • Love

    My darkest days are sharp in my mind. Love in our eyes, now faded in our hearts.   Intimacy strong in our hands, feelings cringing beneath the surface while the wheels of the car  steer far from home.   Dreams of fingers entwined together, lips parted and sighs exasperated. The stars shine and the day […]

  • In This Life

    Maybe in this life,it’s too much to bear.I can’t ever be your wife,nor can I ever feel your stare. Your so far away now,there is nothing let here.And to our love, I take a bow,and no longer shall I shed a tear. I will look forward and onto new days,These lonely hours will pass me […]

  • Fall

    I want to fall in love. Unlock these rusted chains and set me free. Let me soar and fly up above. Let me rest on Cloud Nine; carefree.   Memories drag me back down, plummiting to the Earth A dark, twisted, painful shutdown. The wish haunting and screaming: rebirth.   Love or lust. Whatever it […]

  • It’s Very Strange

    These days seem to pass by real quick. I stay up late and sometimes wake up early.I feel like the days are all blending together lately, nothing is defining each, individual day. The same routine happens, sometimes. It’s either wake up early, take out neighbors dogs, or work. Then sit around on computer and browse and […]

  • Forever

    I waitFor you.For thosekisses, hugs, laughs, smiles.  I want your armsTo curl around my body.Wrap me up.I want you, I love you, I miss you.  It’s time though,I need to say my farewell.I do not love in that way anymore,No longer together, your leaving, I finally accepted it.  I still love you, forever… Please,Be happy, smile, […]

  • That Day After

      So, today, a lot of things have happened.  1.) I finally got my room (closet included) cleaned! It’s pretty awesome. I love it.  BEFORE:  I don’t have an ‘AFTER’ photo yet… 2.) I’m starting a routine based off of something I stumbledupod– 30 day challenges to break or build a habit. I have decided […]

  • Home Sweet Home

    Home sweet home; where the carpet is clean(most of the time), my mother in the living room watching the television, a little loud. Where I sit in my bedroom browsing the internet and procrastinating from multiple things: writing my novel, reading the books I have on my ‘to-read’ list, and sleeping. Home sweet home; where […]

  • Keep That Smile

    Keep That Smile

    Okay, so my father is bringing his woman in the house in less than 2 hours. It’s going to be different. Soon, I hope, mom and I can move out. I’ll eventually get to the point where I don’t care about anything that she is trying to do, she shouldn’t put up with anything like this. We need to start new, a new life. Mother and daughter, it’ll be fine. Since my mother stopped drinking, and since all this drama is happening, her and I have been getting closer. We’ll be fine on our own.

  • Keep Your Head Up

    Andy Grammer really brings my mood up, i’m listening to his songs, okay not listening… I am burning them into my brain. I feel like the music isn’t loud enough…  My mother isn’t home so I get to play it as loud as I want too, and it isn’t loud enough… I feel like everything […]

  • Try To Smile

    Try To Smile

    This was taken before I found out about my parents and their deal… I was oblivious to it. So I am going to do what the title does, and try to smile.