Thoughts

The thoughts that crowd my mind lately, are not friendly towards anything. I’m getting sick of some situations and I am getting impatient with others. I don’t really know how to handle things either. I don’t know how I am supposed to handle things. I am okay at work, unless situations that are very stressing … More Thoughts

Tattoos & Thoughts

Tattoos are a hard thing to describe for me, why I get them, what they mean. It all has to do with my not yet finished life story. When I was little, I lived in Wisconsin, and I-from what I can recall-was very happy and satisfied with life. Then I moved to Iowa and then … More Tattoos & Thoughts

To Want

This started out as a question to answer about needs and wants but it was twisted into a self exploration summary and something that re-kindled my emotions about things. … More To Want

All Open

As I wrote, I confessed on Monday to a guy that I work with, and since I share my life and deep feelings with the people who happen to virtually walk by, here is my mixed up and emotional story. I am 18, he is 23. He is nice, cute, funny, somewhat shy and I … More All Open

A Day Like Today

My morning started off somber, I was thinking of the past and soon I was transported back in time as I mindlessly worked with the actions. I wasnt in present time, I was far from that. Back in two years thinking of him. Every now and then, I would focus back on reality, but I … More A Day Like Today

Changing

I feel whole when I am able to give my love, and receive the same kind of love. I’ve been feeling down since Saturday, and I’ve been neglecting myself.  Today, well, a few minutes ago, I just did some yoga. I followed the video instruction of opening the hips, obtaining some upper body strength and … More Changing

Slumps

I’m down in the slumps tonight. It’s been building up. The stress of my family, not seeing the people who make me smile and laugh. It’s just me, being left alone with my thoughts and memories. It’s getting me upset. Crying doesn’t help the depression, it makes it worse.  ~ I am lonely. I feel alone. I … More Slumps

Charlie

Meow. For some odd reason, Charlie, my cat… is sitting in my lap. It is the strangest thing ever. I just thought I should share that… I think it is amazing though. He has never obediently stayed in my lap, or anywhere by me… I’m so proud!