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Thoughts

The thoughts that crowd my mind lately, are not friendly towards anything. I'm getting sick of some situations and I am getting impatient with others. I don't really know how to handle things either. I don't know how I am supposed to handle things. I am okay at work, unless situations that are very stressing… Continue reading Thoughts

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Wishful Thinking and Feelings

I imagine myself looking at someone, and wanting to embrace them. I let my hands trace over and up his arms, my hands pressed against is back and I hold him. I feel his arms wrap around my back and hold me close. I feel my cheek against his, and I feel warm. I wish for… Continue reading Wishful Thinking and Feelings

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Changing

I feel whole when I am able to give my love, and receive the same kind of love.I've been feeling down since Saturday, and I've been neglecting myself. Today, well, a few minutes ago, I just did some yoga. I followed the video instruction of opening the hips, obtaining some upper body strength and overall stretching.… Continue reading Changing

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Slumps

I'm down in the slumps tonight. It's been building up. The stress of my family, not seeing the people who make me smile and laugh. It's just me, being left alone with my thoughts and memories. It's getting me upset. Crying doesn't help the depression, it makes it worse. ~I am lonely. I feel alone. I think I'm… Continue reading Slumps

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It was different, will it always be like this?

So, yesterday, October 15, I slept at my friend Sam's house. It was awesome, her dog loves me now, and I am so glad. She used to bark at me all the time and growl and just be, well Onyx (that's her name). Then after that, we (Chris, her brother, Sam and I) all played Rock… Continue reading It was different, will it always be like this?