All Open

As I wrote, I confessed on Monday to a guy that I work with, and since I share my life and deep feelings with the people who happen to virtually walk by, here is my mixed up and emotional story. I am 18, he is 23. He is nice, cute, funny, somewhat shy and I … More All Open

Insecurities

Insecurity (n): Plural noun: Insecurities Uncertainty or anxiety about oneself; lack of confidence synonyms: self-doubt, diffidence, timidity, uncertainty The state of being open to danger or threat; lack of protection. synonyms: unstable, rickety, unsteady, precarious For the sake of my argument, here is the definition of most of my existence so far. For most of … More Insecurities

Randomness

I’m on my free period right now, on a Wednesday. It’s a late start day and I woke up just fine. Benny, my new cat, was the sweetest this morning. I love him so much. He gets pretty annoying though.  He loves me. He has his front claws and I will not declaw him either. Too … More Randomness

Slumps

I’m down in the slumps tonight. It’s been building up. The stress of my family, not seeing the people who make me smile and laugh. It’s just me, being left alone with my thoughts and memories. It’s getting me upset. Crying doesn’t help the depression, it makes it worse.  ~ I am lonely. I feel alone. I … More Slumps

Mobile updates

So, I’m at school on my cell phone updating. I have the android so I’m able to feel pretty awesome. Haha. So, my friend Holiday got her first boyfriend! I’m so happy for her, haha. She is freaking out about it though, do scared on what to do! It’s adorable. She asked me “do we … More Mobile updates