• My mother and I

    I had a very long talk, well she did the talking, with my mother. I love her very much but she can be a pain. I stress her out a lot and I know that is bad. I am trying to change that. My father stresses her out, the past stresses her out, and she […]

  • Accept what you can’t change, change what you can’t accept.

    The Nine Lives of Chloe King. Have you heard of it? Well, I heard of it, and I just finished the first season on Netflix. I am so mad though. I get into an amazing show and then I find out… THEY CANCELLED IT. I hate ABC Family right now. seriously? That is an amazing […]

  • School

    So, I had a breakdown shortly after I updated this blog earlier in the morning. It was somewhat bad. I cried a lot and wanted to go home. But I was able to stay for some classes. Then during lunch I called my father, and asked him if I could go home. So after this […]

  • Mobile updates

    So, I’m at school on my cell phone updating. I have the android so I’m able to feel pretty awesome. Haha. So, my friend Holiday got her first boyfriend! I’m so happy for her, haha. She is freaking out about it though, do scared on what to do! It’s adorable. She asked me “do we […]

  • Oh, If I could say this… If I could…

    Oh, if I could. I would yell at my mother. I would tell her things I should never say to her. She needs to hear it though. I feel like if I tell her these things though, it would be bad. I told her once to shut the **** up and she yelled at me. […]

  • I was happy, now to look forward to: I will be happy.

    I used to be the happiest when I was with my first love, but sadly we broke up a couple of weeks ago. I was so happy with him, no matter what. As long as I was with him, I was happy. I was sad when I was away from him. But now… I am […]

  • How about if time stopped for four hours?

    If I had an extra four hours of daylight, I would spend it doing work that I was supposed to do when I got home. I would not procrastinate and get it done. The fact that I am writing this is called procrastination, but I like typing about what I do. Every time I type, […]

  • My fear of Everything.

    I feel like I am afraid of everything. I'm afraid for my friends, life, people. I am afraid that my life could suddenly end, that my friends could disappear. That everything that I have ever known could just vanish. I am afraid of what lies in the unknown and unseen darkness of the world. I […]

  • All together my personality is…

    Changing like the Autumn leaves.

  • Never Alone

    Well, my relationship status is single. I don’t like it but I can’t really do anything right now. I am trying to find a job and may have a good possible location. I need to get on track with homework. /sigh/ So much to do. I have an English project, I need to write an […]