Category: Myself

  • Sunday, Monday, Tuesday…

    The days blend together like coffee and creamer. They seem to create one long line of my lifespan in which nothing new happens. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Monday though Friday, the same old routine. Wake up later than I should, get to work, work, get off of work and come home.…

  • The Words I Hate Most

    “Goodbye” I spoke the shortened version: “bye,” because I hope that one day I will see him again. I don’t know what will happen then, I am scared. I know last night I cried like a baby, because I was thinking about him, and then I wrote that poem, https://writingapaige.wordpress.com/2012/05/31/lie-here-in-my/ ,I cried like a baby when I wrote…

  • At last

    I have a prom date, and I am really happy. Prom is my birthday and I am working and going with one of the guys from my creative writing class. I’m really nervous, but excited. First high school dance and it happens to be my birthday, and it so happens to be prom. I have…

  • Highlights

    So, I have highlights now. I like them. Blond almost all over. When I first moved here, I used to get blond highlights all the time, about every year. I feel like I used to again. It’s fun! So school has started again, that’s where I am right now. It feels like it never stopped.…

  • Thank you.

    I’m waiting for the week to be over. I want it to end, or go by fast. Please! I am brimming with excitement, I can’t wait for Friday, my payday. I will be getting a big paycheck and I am going to spend most of it on my new companion. A Ball python or a…

  • Apologies with curse words.

    My apologies for not keeping up with my blog. I have been busy with school, work, and myself. I’m not going to cry anymore, fuck that. What is crying going to do anyway; eyes become pussy, face and chest red, nothing else.  I don’t want to be how I am anymore, I am going to…

  • January 1st, 2012

    I can’t believe it’s here. A while ago, I wanted to spend the first day of the year with my boyfriend. A new year, a new… refreshing start. That’s kind of what I was hoping for. To be honest, this wasn’t the best New Years I’ve had. All the ones I have had before were…

  • How these days are spent

    These snowless days are spent alone, and bo~oring. My lover is off having the time of his life, and I am very, very happy for him; but you see… I am sitting in my bedroom, basically wasting away. I sit on the computer watching Netflix, occasionally checking Facebook (Which is highly unpopular), Deviantart, and some other miscellaneous websites that…

  • What family gatherings?

    My favorite type of family gatherings? I really don't have any. I have been to a couple of family gatherings. My Uncles birthday party, which was pretty fun, despite sitting around and doing little to nothing. I went to my boyfriends' family Thanksgiving, which was alright, despite sitting around eating and sharing stories, which I…