Summer lovin’

It’s been such a long time since I felt the warmth of summer on my skin. It feels amazing. I am spending the day with my love, I woke up next to him, he left for work and I left my bedroom to go to the bathroom. I come back in my room and he is sitting there. He had the morning off. He works at 5 or so. I’m excited. We went and ate, then went on a bike ride and were cleaning his truck. I’m having a lot of fun, and I’m feeling a bit exhausted. This guy, is awesome. He is so amazing and he let’s me know how amazing I am and how much he loves me. This is all so new and I feel so happy and loved and I feel great. I’m enjoying every second spent with him. Even right now. He’s vacuuming his interior and I am writing this, I’m enjoying myself.
I love both of my jobs, and the weather is looking up. The downfall is my cat is missing still. 3 weeks now. And my dad is in the hospital. He had a heart attack and pneumonia. He had 90 percent blockage on his right side and he is in the care unit. He got a stint in too. It hasn’t hit me yet. The emotions, and that’s okay.
I think I block my emotions because if I show them, I think that I feel weak. I’m not fond of that. I don’t want to seem weak. Even though I am, I want to be strong. I want to be support.
Well, I’m going to enjoy the rest of my time with him. I’ll write later!