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Boyfriend

I’ve decided that I am single. I’m going to try and tell my ex that we are no longer, I’m trying but he doesn’t talk to me. I can’t do it anymore. I really like him, really really like him, but I can’t have this sad feeling in a relationship. I don’t like it, and it sucks that I feel like this.
I’ve asked advice from a lot of people and I’ve been thinking long and hard, I don’t want to break up over the phone or over texting, I don’t want to intrude on his friends place, and I don’t want to just leave it be. That isn’t what I do. I can’t get into contact with him, so I don’t know what to do anymore… I might have to send the message over text…
This sucks.
I give my all in relationships, I give my all. I am an open book, I will tell you what I want, no tricks involved. I’m carefree to a point, and I will say something when that point gets hit. I’m not quiet, I’m talkative. Just sitting next to someone makes me happy. I try hard to be open minded, and it does come easy. I’m curious and adventure filled. I feel that I am an amazing person with a tough way of thinking and an insecure yet ironically confident when I am comfortable. If I’m able, I will do anything to help. Its like my fortune cookie just said.
Nothing is impossible to a willing heart.

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Im going to try to be better at myself and understanding of others.

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One thought on “Boyfriend

  1. This is one of those entries where hitting the “like” button is hard. I don’t want to like sad or unhappy news. Instead, I will say that I appreciate and respect your honesty. I have no advice for you, nor any judgements. I hope everything works out for the best.

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