What Door Would You Walk Through?

Pick the door that looks the most appealing to you. To get your results click here

I chose door number four because it was the most appealing to me, I really like the design work on it and the color is nice, though I would prefer it to be darker. I was thinking about picking number one, but I didn’t feel right about it. So, without further adieu, here is my description.

4 – You are an old soul that can be slightly dramatic. You are a very artistic person that loves to express yourself through writing, music, art or some kind of expression. You are a dichotomy; for you can be very open and friendly, yet closed and deeply private. You often have your guard up, keeping your thoughts and troubles to yourself. Although you might think that nobody will truly understand you, if you allow yourself to open up and share your feelings, you will feel so much better. Deep down you are not aright with any imperfections and you feel the need to come across as “the rock” in any group situation. Know that people are willing to share their feelings with you and want you to share your feelings with them.

When I read this, I felt like it was spot it. It’s true and it baffled me. I thought you guys should know this. I always have a hard time explaining things about myself because I jump all over the place, but this little quiz just got straight to the point and didn’t waste any effort. Which is what I need to do.

I really like personality tests because I can find things out about myself that I could never word properly, or its like being told this and it is easier to understand than just to assume it by yourself. When the description talked about me being the rock in situations, it made me think of my situation today. I was at the local bar with my friends, and even though I am only 18, I could still go because they serve food until a certain time. It is Taco Tuesdays and my friend and I met up with another friend and they were chit chatting away and I was sitting there listening like I was eavesdropping, but I wasn’t. I was technically in the conversation, I just never spoke up. Plus, when I wanted to say something I held my tongue because someone else would speak right after the other and I didn’t want to be rude and quickly say something so another person could be quiet. I’m not that person anymore, I used to blab all the time without a care in the world and now, since I was told it is annoying, I rarely get my opinion out there, and when I do… Well its later on when the conversation is dead and it is somewhat misleading when I speak/bring it up again.

I don’t hate my personality, I just need to make adjustments, when I read that I can be slightly dramatic, at first I had the reaction of a firm no. However, I thought for a bit and realized that I am dramatic about a lot of things, especially myself. I also agree that I am an artistic person and I do express myself better through physical objects and creations. I would never be able to tell someone my past face to face because its hard and I don’t know how to talk about it, but if I wrote about it, it’d be much easier to do. The next part it describes about me being a dichotomy, is 100% true! I am always like that, on certain things I let everything go and no one will hear the end of my thoughts on the certain topic we’ll be conversing about. Other times, like this afternoon, I’ll be quiet and I will take myself out of the picture to listen and not interrupt with a stupid comment or something of the sort.
(Speaking of interrupting, the guy I confessed to works tomorrow and I am really nervous for a reply, I am going to tell him straight out that I don’t expect one and I just needed to tell him that I liked him before I went crazy, I will say something like that.)
The rest of what it talks about it pretty much true too, one of these days I am going to write a post about the most troubling things for me, and it is going to be about me and how I think. I will attempt to explain it because I know a lot of people who were my friends don’t keep up with my blog anymore, so I can just let it all out. Even though I would do it anyway because this is like my journal. It is my journal