Before Work

My weekend at the Mall of America was a roller coaster of emotions, but overall, I had a blast. Right at the moment, my cell phone is not working to my advantage. I hope it starts working on Wednesday because I just confessed to this guy yesterday afternoon and I didn’t give him my number because I am stupid.

I cleaned my room up and did my laundry, today I need to finish some cleaning and fold my clothes because I passed out last night while the dryer was going, I didn’t want to get up and bring my clothes back to fall asleep on them.

While I was at the mall with friends, I realized that I never did anything alone at malls, I was always with friends, but it just so happens that we all split up every now and then. When I was wandering the gigantic mall alone a strong sense of freedom overwhelmed me and I became aware of everything around me. I wasn’t drowning in a conversation that was happening right beside my ear, and sometimes that isn’t a bad thing. When I was alone, a strong urge and feeling bubbled up and I realized that I want to solo travel. I’ve already said that I wanted to travel the world and all, but I didn’t know if I would bring someone or try to get a group going. Now I know that I want to travel alone and get the full-fledged experience by myself, so then I won’t be drowned in the conversation that is in my language. I will be lost in the foreign world and beauty of a place I have never even thought of, or dreamed of.

The Mall of America experience made me want to travel the world solo. It’ll be me against the world.

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Oh and literally as I posted this, my phone started working, am I a genius or what?