Changing

I feel whole when I am able to give my love, and receive the same kind of love.

I’ve been feeling down since Saturday, and I’ve been neglecting myself. 

Today, well, a few minutes ago, I just did some yoga. I followed the video instruction of opening the hips, obtaining some upper body strength and overall stretching. It was relaxing and challenging at the same time. 

Every time I stop yoga, I don’t want to get up and do it, but whenever I do, I find out that I love it so much and I should keep doing it. I get my priorities whacked. 

I’m going to head to bed here soon, and then I am going to go running in the morning, and do some yoga. No excuses. I want to become a better version of myself for myself, so then I have no reason to feel any sort of sadness for who I am or anything else. 

I don’t know, I’m tired of being sad, lonely, hurt, and stuff like that. Every time I feel like that, I will change something in my life. Just recently, my heart was hurt again, and I decided to change my look, so I dyed my hair, and it made me feel a little bit better. 

I just need to keep working at it.