I had a wave of depression slip over me yesterday. It started 7th period and ended this morning. I thought about my ex, my family, friends, future. It’s all blurry and I can’t focus on any part of it. I cried and had a mental breakdown.

My mother went to the doctors the other day and she had depression. Everyone but her could see it. I told my grandma it must run in the family and she agrees.

I know I have people who will support me, but I feel like its all on me and no one wants to help. It’s a scary feeling. Especially if you slip down deep. I want to go to counseling, I want anti depressants…

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