Doctors

I had a wave of depression slip over me yesterday. It started 7th period and ended this morning. I thought about my ex, my family, friends, future. It’s all blurry and I can’t focus on any part of it. I cried and had a mental breakdown. My mother went to the doctors the other day … More Doctors

Wild and Free

TWT = The Writer’s Toolbox (a creative writing/inspiration spark for anyone.) *This story is mostly unedited and I am typing straight from my notebook. It’s not the best.* My grandfather lied to my grandmother. I guess it runs in the family. They were fighting again. It happens every night since their daughter, my mother, died. … More Wild and Free

Sickness

I have been sick since Monday, the 11th. I don’t know what I have, I just know it sucks.  At some point last week, I decided to try to get my ex back. It didn’t work at all. I tried, I could of probably tried harder, but I didn’t want to be a pain or … More Sickness

Normal

I thought I was done with the crying.  I was at work, it was all good and happy, then I suddenly felt a little sick, and I started getting emotional. I went to the bathroom, and I started crying… I just wanted to keep crying, but I somehow stopped and finished closing salads. I got invited … More Normal

Reasons

Many people are telling me things like, “That’s dumb,” “What a stupid reason.” Stuff like that. Those are the reply’s I get when I explain why my ex-boyfriend and I are no longer together.  My mother, and my managers and some elders tell me that I am being mature about it.  I don’t really know. … More Reasons

Oh, Life

It’s been a while since I uploaded a decent post. Not a lot has been going on, apart from being single now. I decided it, really. I told my boyfriend if he can’t deal with a relationship with all the other stuff going on, then let’s break up. Those are words that vary from my … More Oh, Life