At last

I have a prom date, and I am really happy. Prom is my birthday and I am working and going with one of the guys from my creative writing class. I’m really nervous, but excited. First high school dance and it happens to be my birthday, and it so happens to be prom.

I have a goal, in the next 3-4 months I will finish my book and self publish it! That is my goal, and I wish to achieve it! It may be hard but, I will get it done. I swear it!

At the end of this week, April 6, Friday right? I will get paid and then I might get my pet snake, it will be awesome, like seriously! I can’t wait at all. I’m so excited. Also, this week I work Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, then I sleep over at a friends house and then Monday I get to see some possible secondary prom dress choices, I don’t want a too simple of a dress (like my choice right now). I also don’t want to spend a lot of money since I will be buying a pet soon (Maybe).

I’ve been ditching people, lately. I don’t know, I guess I want to expand my friendships and meet new people? Nah, that’s an excuse. I just don’t feel like talking to many people that I am used to talking too. Why? Well for a couple of reasons…

  • I feel a bit awkward around them, they either like me or have liked me or they invade my space and just are too much for me. Or all of them combined.
  • I’m not really interested in talking to them at all.
  • I have nothing to talk about with them.
  • I’m trying to do different things and focus on small things right now.
  • I want to be away from some people.

I guess those can be some of my reasons…

So, when I saw my counselor last Thursday, she told me to write on a sticky note about what I did good (kind of like what I am proud of?). I don’t remember the reasoning behind it but, I know I have to fill my body mirror with those small sticky notes. So far I have three. I started the 31st of March.

Right now it is 11PM and I need to get to bed. But before that, some personal hygiene!

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