Looking forward to J.1.2012.

My New Year's resolution means a lot to me.

The year of 2011, so much stuff has happened that I am not proud off, so many tears, to many cuts. It was a painful year.

This coming year, 2012, I wish to change.

I want to change how I always just follow, I don't want to follow anymore. I am going to take a leap and get friends, ask questions, make mistakes, but learn from them.

I am going to accept that I hurt people, and that I still probably am hurting people.

I am going to write more, draw more, complain less, and control my anger/irritation.

I am going to give my opinions, join conversations, work harder, control my stress.

I don't know how, but I want to do so much more.

I want to change for the person, I feel, that I love. He is everything to me, and I don't want to let him go again, and I definitely don't want to lose him.

This will be the first serious New Year's I will make.

I don't want to break it…

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  1. […] off with the year 2011! I wrote a couple posts that had some goals jotted down, but my post titled ‘Looking forward to J.1.2012′ is what I am checking out for sure. I wrote about my depression and how I wanted to change, I told […]

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