My New Year's resolution means a lot to me.
The year of 2011, so much stuff has happened that I am not proud off, so many tears, to many cuts. It was a painful year.
This coming year, 2012, I wish to change.
I want to change how I always just follow, I don't want to follow anymore. I am going to take a leap and get friends, ask questions, make mistakes, but learn from them.
I am going to accept that I hurt people, and that I still probably am hurting people.
I am going to write more, draw more, complain less, and control my anger/irritation.
I am going to give my opinions, join conversations, work harder, control my stress.
I don't know how, but I want to do so much more.
I want to change for the person, I feel, that I love. He is everything to me, and I don't want to let him go again, and I definitely don't want to lose him.
This will be the first serious New Year's I will make.
I don't want to break it…
Writing a Paige 
4 responses to “Looking forward to J.1.2012.”
I shall hold you to this Paige even if i have to remind you every day.
Remind me of what? All of this? Haha. Well, fine. Only if you promise to help me with ideas.
Alright i can do that:)
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