My anxious quivers, and the butterflies at the bottom of my stomach.

Oh, those nervous tingles, butterflies in your stomach, goosebumps along your arms. It's a strange feeling, and it can make me a bit nauceous depending on the situation. I get those anxious quivers a lot. I get them everytime I stand up infront of a lot of people, when I have to do something in… Continue reading My anxious quivers, and the butterflies at the bottom of my stomach.

One Last Dance

One Last Dance is an amazing movie, I just finished watching it on netflix. I love it, everything is so powerful, so strong and beautiful. It wasn't really all that sad, yet I cried. It was beautiful, I loved it so much. I don't really have much to say, but watch it. I'm glad I… Continue reading One Last Dance

Sunlight

Sunlight and cold winds, Fallen leaves and bright blue skies, Cloudless days arrive. Animals trotting, People waiting for winter, Temperatures drop. Falling snow soon comes, Dead trees, disappearing leaves, Winter comes around. No more Autumn fun, No more color, no more sun. White plasters the Earth.

Very…

I'm very lonely here in my bedroom; with no noise except the sound of the computer tower running, the faint background sound of the telly in the living room, and of course the sound of my fingers hitting the keys as I type these sentences. I feel so alone right now, I know I am… Continue reading Very…

White Oleander

o-le-an-der n. A poisonous Eurasian evergreen shrub (Nerium oleander) having fragrant, white, rose, or purple flowers and whorled leaves [Med. Lat., prob. alteration of L. lat. lorandrum, alteration of Lat. rhododendron].      -American Heritage College Dictionary This book by Janet Fitch was amazing, truly intriguing. I loved it to pieces. I just finished reading it after… Continue reading White Oleander

It was different, will it always be like this?

So, yesterday, October 15, I slept at my friend Sam's house. It was awesome, her dog loves me now, and I am so glad. She used to bark at me all the time and growl and just be, well Onyx (that's her name). Then after that, we (Chris, her brother, Sam and I) all played Rock… Continue reading It was different, will it always be like this?

Not The Best

Today wasn't the best. It was okay at some parts, but overall, what a downer. It was great that I got to sleep in, and didn't have to go to school til' 11:25. That was amazing, my morning (at home) went great. I got to type stuff up and transfer stuff... But then, on my… Continue reading Not The Best

I will always love you.

Such a long one, wow. I kinda got off track, sorry! I feel like I have been in love a lot, but I realized that it has only been once. A strong love that will never go away. It all started around last year, the day I met this guy, who seemed pretty feminine, but… Continue reading I will always love you.