Relationship

Well, sad thing to say is I left my long-term relationship with my boyfriend. It was around 8-9 months. I was sad for around two weeks, it was upsetting and things just didn’t go how we planned. My feelings for him have faded and overall, my heart wasn’t there. Then I found out that my friend has a girlfriend, I am happy for him. This other friend has a girlfriend who is pregnant wow. I don’t really mind at all, it must suck, oh well. I won’t change how I am. Since I broke up with my boyfriend, I feel sad for him. I know he is breaking and i feel so guilty and I don’t want to go back to him because of guilt. That is not how I will work. (>///<) I don’t know what to do I guess. I feel guilty, I just need to get back out there and have fun. (^_^) I will try.

On the up side, today I rode my bike to school, it was cold so I ended up wearing skinny jeans and a tight shirt. It was nice, Haha. I also got to get out of P.E. because of my status with problems, I don’t really know how that works, but I was super happy. I need to hang out with more people. After school I rode my bike to the library.

I have been reading lately, just not the book I needed to read. hah. I’m hungry.

Love is a precious thing,
it comes and goes as it pleases.
But those feelings often sting,
and what follows are also cold breezes.

Feelings are often forgotten
but some stay and linger.
Those which turn rotten,
grow old and sometimes wither.

We must not stick to the past,
we must look forward to the future.
All those feelings can be bypassed.
Then the future can be suture.