Well, I think I am off today. I am going to lie here, get little to no sleep. Dream about days where there was fun and love in my life. Days where I didn’t feel completely empty and in need of some pain. I am going to lie here because I can’t do anything to […]

What a great week it’s been, not! I’m talking with Nick again, and we have been talking about our relationship and it’s making me upset, and on top of that, I have been thinking about Bryce a lot more than I should. What do I do?


I felt like I was over my ex, but it seems like I’m not. I haven’t made direct eye contact with him really, and today I unintentionally did. I lost my breath. A while back I cried a lot. I’ve been sad lately and I just feel like I will be alone for a while. […]


Hey, people who check my blog. My views probably went down a lot, but I don’t mind at all.  I’ve been pretty negligent of my blog sadly. I have been gone from school a lot. I was gone for 4 days when I got a tooth pulled. And, I missed a week just this week due to […]