So… Here I go again. Trying to change myself and my life for the better. I’m getting tired of a lot of things and I need to take a couple of breathers with my home life. I am still trying to figure out school. I need to work harder, I say that and I am working four nights and one day. I have to get enough sleep and enough food.
I did some yoga practice this morning, and then I got distracted when I looked outside. It was really foggy. For a second that got my hopes up that school would be delayed due to thick fog. This picture is kind of bad because it is dark out, but those lights out there in the far back… That’s a school. I looked on the website and saw nothing about school being delayed. Then I decided to check my infinite campus grades… I got even more distracted. Then my stomach rumbled and before I knew it… It was 6:50 AM. I was supposed to change my wash-well no. I asked my mom around midnight last night to change it after it gets done. I knew this was going to happen… My work shirts and my apron is in there… Also, my work pants(a.k.a. jeans). But luckily I have a large orange shirt that I hate wearing to wear. I have to work tonight, tomorrow night, and Wednesday night. All nights that Tiffany works.
Now I just remember that I have a Biome quiz today… And it is in about an hour and a half.
I have to eat first. So, I’ll go do that.
Essays, they aren’t really painful… unless you do read someting you are supposed to read. i was able to were a decent essay, at least I think so.
Today we had around two hours to do whatever. i watched two movies. One was called The Sweetest Thing (it was awesome) and the other was a Korean horror movie called Face. i really enjoy the Korean films. I’ve seen Cinderella, YOGA: The Movie, White, and some others i can’t think of. I love Korean films.
Ah, insecurities. Just when I almost banished them, the come back a second later to slap me in the face. This sucks.
I wish I didn’t have to sleep, so I could stay up and write all the time. Get all my ideas downs, and do research for all my amazing ideas. I wish I could just stay up all night and look up cool websites that can help my yearn for learning and writing. I can’t. I have to sleep. I don’t want to sleep!
Honestly, I love mornings. I just can’t wake up, and that makes me sad. Just thought I should point that out.
I’m amazed! Ever since I got my Ball Python (April of 2012) he never shed in a whole piece, and just today I figured out what I did! A couple days or maybe a week before he fully developed his layer of old skin, I bathed him for a couple of minutes. I will bathe him again! It really helped. I am just so proud he doesn’t have to go through the pain of having layers of old skin sticking to him. Since his last shed, he wouldn’t eat. His last shed was a couple of months ago, and I either guess… He wouldn’t eat because it’s winter(and since he didn’t shed through winter until today… maybe it’s not winter anymore… I don’t know. It isn’t in my house at least.) Or he wouldn’t eat because he had some skin he could not rub off. I get paid next Friday. I need to save up some money, but I will gather some money to buy a rat for my boy. I wish I could buy him a Gerbel. He seems to like them. More fun for him to play with.
I am bringing the long snakeskin to my teacher at school. I think it would be a cool think to add to her collection. It’s not amazingly cool, like the full skin of the head isn’t attached, but a lot of the body is. I feel like he got longer.
This is a short update. I will update my family/at home situation later today or tomorrow at some point!
I have a headache.
I have been coughing lately, on and off. I am just getting off my chest cold.
I haven’t been doing Yoga because I feel horrible, so after this week, I will start back with week ‘2’ of my daily practice.
I’ve been kind of good with homework, though I am getting back into the habit of reading a lot more manga than I should… Bad Idea.
I have to leave for school soon. I don’t want to go. I have a headache, but I have something I need to do, plus I work tonight. Whoop!
After all that has happened tonight… I stopped crying.
I felt better after talking with Bryce, and after I read a bit.
Now I am hungry but I have to sleep. Goodnight.