After a while of pacing around my room, I finally opened it up again and traced my fingers over the printed words of my name. I slowly shaped the word in my mouth and whispered it. “I feel uneasy here and unsafe.” I closed the journal and put it underneath the mattress. “December!” May called […]
So, I realize that I haven’t been posting much, and I am disappointed in myself. However, I am working on typing up more of December Never Ends. I am almost done with Chapter seven and it should be up later today. The reason why I haven’t been typing is because I am lazy. It sucks, […]
It’s my first time holding a spider.
I’m actually wide awake this Monday morning. I felt like I didn’t sleep last night though. I kept waking up ever couple of hours, it made me really mad because I slept amazing one time, and I felt great. I took a shower today, it was short(for me) and somewhat sweet.
The navy night sky, and the silent grey clouds seemed endless. The clouds floated just as smoke dances in slow motion. The full moon, which was bright as snow, was shrouded in a tinted sea of grey. Against the sky, the clouds looked solid and thick, but once they float across the moon they are […]
This Sunday is such a lazy day. Most of the day, all I did, was lay on my bed and read a bunch of manga. It is giving me a headache. On the upside, I hung out with my friend Layne and we went to Aqualand. I held my first spider, a rose haired tarantula. It […]
If you could see yourself a year ago, what would you do? I would look at myself, then look at her and hug her. I would tell her that she will experience a great love, and a great heart break. Then I would tell her, “don’t worry, it’ll get better. Don’t beat yourself up over […]
Over the past year, a lot has happened. Family things and friendship issues, even relationships were dragged into the picture. As I have said in other posts, some situations occurred in my family that I was unable to talk about, but now I am able too. My mother and father are trying to divorce, and in the […]